It's All Good

So I know, I totally freaked ya'll out with that "Recall" post. It just helps to get your feelings out sometimes. For the update, Paul and I did finally get a chance to talk, and I think the closure from that conversation really helped. Ya'll all can call off the dogs now, unless you have some other issue with him :)
This is the first year I experienced Halloween. I was raised, and have spent my whole life, believing that it was the devil's day and that I should have nothing to do with it. But, I was also raised to believe that anyone who thought differently about religion than me was to be avoided, and I put that crappy mentality far behind me uears ago. So, we have progress. I am learning to accept people, events, and opportunities for what they mean to me, and not to someone else. Of course, I don't really know what alot of stuff means to me, since I've never really had the chance to find out. So I guess you could call this part of my life a blindspot. I'm just glad to let it be my blindspot. All in all, Halloween wasn;t nearly as bad as I thought. Of course, I didn't dress up, or go to a haunted house, or go trick-or-treating (Mariah did), but there's always next year. I did enjoy a haunted hayride, but the only scary thing about that was being in the woods! Oh, and I am not going through some cornfield maze. That just freaks me out!!!!